I am starting to get depressed again....?

I don't know what to do with my life anymore. I am currently a junior and graduating early due to financial reasons (and also because I hate the university that I attend). I was thinking of getting an entry level job after graduation but because the recession I am afraid that it might be hard for me to get a good paying job. I was then thinking of going to graduate schools to get my MBA in HRM but most schools require at least 2-3 years of work. Lastly I was thinking of doing an internship abroad with the Mountbatten Internship Programme (mountbatten.org) but it's too expensive for my budget. I don't know what to do anymore. The more confused I get the more my depression worsens (I have been depressed for about 9 years now almost 10). I feel so lost and confused. I don't know which way to turn. I feel like a failure in life...